Truth

19 April 2013

Finally, we met during college sem break. I had broke my promise before. I said I have many new clothes no chance to wear it out, waiting sem break hang out together to wear. But at the result, I don't have join the first outing and Genting trip too. Although I have my reasons.

The days, I was felt very emo even can't smile happily. Looking you guys posting the photos without me made me felt that without me you guys still look happy and enjoy. I also understand that could not want you guys to frown because of me and affect the holiday mood. 

I would like to have negative thinking. Always think that issit we are still best friend? Are you guys always think about me? Want to share secret with me? Sometime I felt I am so lost in this gang because always don't know or the last one know something was happen. I just hope we do not have any secret between us and know each other very well. 

Finally, the day was come. Here I am going out with them. My emotional mood was relieved because of time goes. My smile was came back to my face. Maybe I can should look wide angle and change my attitude. I really want to treat you guys with whole-hearted. Please don't let me felt up sad once again. 

Truth, I like to stay with you guys. I like to outing with you guys. I like to take photo with you guys. I acting myself in front of you; I dare to wear what I want to wear; I would showing my ugly face in front of the camera. Even sometime I will talking bad think behind you guys but just because I felt be isolated, unfair. Lastly, I really like to 38 with you guys. Love you all, my best friends. 

Do you guys know that, I did the Christmas party video during you all at Genting. Feel innuendo right? But when I making the video I keep smile and laugh. The moment, the memory with you guys really feel good. I made twice of the video because first time fail to upload and other reason. A lot of treble there. At the end, my Movie maker program also get deleted and can't download again. Sign.