--
在来着的两个星期里，你都没有和我保持联络的话
我就会决定**
你是否知道有一种****就是这样
当某人都不再理睬对方的时候，表示他的心淡了、闷了、不玩了
如果在这两个星期里，都没有你的消息的话
我知道该怎么做了
在你那边，我找不到**的感觉
很糟糕吧，那并不是我想要的**
。
我只是有一个问题：
“你是否曾经**过我呢？”
这是我一直以来心中的谜啊
我只是有一个问题：
“你是否曾经**过我呢？”
这是我一直以来心中的谜啊
Friday, December 31, 2010
Friday, December 24, 2010
So what?!
24 December 2010
夜
夜
Christmas eve? So what? 一个对我而言瞒糟糕的日子
今天我的心情起伏很大 一下心情好一下又不好 搞什么鬼了？
〉为什么我提议的意见就不好？你们说什么就好？！〈
〉我只是问问意见而已，都不可以吗？！〈
〉我是胖了又怎样？影响你的视觉了吗？那就不要看啦！人不会发育不会长大的吗？〈
〉你以为我那么想自己那么胖啊？我就是没有办法啊！我也想瘦咯，可是就是天生啊！〈
〉怎么我的sale很烂吗？我就做好给你看！你最好不要吓到了！〈
〉为什么我的豆豆都还没消啊？Dinner都快到了，我的天啊！〈
好多事情都弄到我好气噢！！！
^ 突然想到如果我以后的路，只有音乐让我选择的话，我是否应该继续把我的theory学完呢？^
^ 可是我现在迟了一年 还要学四年才毕业 而那时我又读完中学了 会不会有点不适合呢？^
^ Dinner要穿哪一条裙子啊？要带点复古风的？^
^ 到时候又谁来帮我化妆、Set头啊？^
^ 伙伴们，你们的Drama都好了吗？歌词都背好了吗？^
Thursday, December 23, 2010
I want to be cloud.
22 December 2010
夜
当你弄生气我的时候 我就会乌云密布
当夜晚的时候 我会静静的在你身边不吵你
夜
我要成为你天空中的云，一直呆在你身边
当你欺负我的时候 我就会大声地哭
当你逗我玩的时候 我的心情晴朗
当你在忙的时候 我会躲起来不打扰你
当你弄生气我的时候 我就会乌云密布
当夜晚的时候 我会静静的在你身边不吵你
当你无聊的时候 我会变很多奇形怪状的东西给你
请容许我怎么做
就让我成为那卑微的云朵
呆在你身旁
我真的好喜欢你！
请接受我的笨蛋吧~
Here In My Home - Malaysian Artistes For Unity
22 December 2010
夜
Malaysian Artistes For Unity - Here In My Home
Hold on, brother hold on
The road is long, we're on stony ground
But I'm strong, and you ain't heavy
Oh there's a misspoken truth that lies
Colors don't bind, oh no
What do they know? They speak falsely
The road is long, we're on stony ground
But I'm strong, and you ain't heavy
Oh there's a misspoken truth that lies
Colors don't bind, oh no
What do they know? They speak falsely
Here in my home
I'll tell you what it's all about
There's just one hope here in my heart
One love undivided
That's what it's all about
Please won't you fall in one by one by one with me?
(Fall in~ Fall in~)
Fall in with me
(hmm... fall in~)
Fall in fall in fall in with me
I'll tell you what it's all about
There's just one hope here in my heart
One love undivided
That's what it's all about
Please won't you fall in one by one by one with me?
(Fall in~ Fall in~)
Fall in with me
(hmm... fall in~)
Fall in fall in fall in with me
Push back sister won't you push back?
Love won't wait, just keep pushing on
Yeah I'm strong, you ain't heavy
Oh don't you worry about that...
What we have shadows can't deny
Don't you know it's now or never?
Love won't wait, just keep pushing on
Yeah I'm strong, you ain't heavy
Oh don't you worry about that...
What we have shadows can't deny
Don't you know it's now or never?
Here in my home
I'll tell you what it's all about
There's just one hope, here in my heart
One love undivided
That's what it's all about
Please won't you fall in one by one?
I'll tell you what it's all about
There's just one hope, here in my heart
One love undivided
That's what it's all about
Please won't you fall in one by one?
(Malay)
Bertubi asakan berkurun lamanya
Hati ke depan mencari yang sayang
[Years of fears and years of tribulation
The heart keeps searching for that endless devotion]
Bertubi asakan berkurun lamanya
Hati ke depan mencari yang sayang
[Years of fears and years of tribulation
The heart keeps searching for that endless devotion]
(chinese)
手牵手大家一起走
我代表华人开口未来就没有丢走
-[meaning: Hand in hand we'll march like blood brothers
I speak for my people, hope we'll find peace forever]
手牵手大家一起走
我代表华人开口未来就没有丢走
-[meaning: Hand in hand we'll march like blood brothers
I speak for my people, hope we'll find peace forever]
(tamil)
Inthe payanam payanamm yen vettri thaagam
Anthee kaana kaalam naam vetri raagam... nanba nanba
-[meaning: May the road ahead quench my thirst for success
May the road behind echo a song of the blessed]
Inthe payanam payanamm yen vettri thaagam
Anthee kaana kaalam naam vetri raagam... nanba nanba
-[meaning: May the road ahead quench my thirst for success
May the road behind echo a song of the blessed]
(Bahasa English)
Yes I feel it in my bones, so I will let it be known
No matter where I roam this is home sweet home
Yes I feel it in my bones, so I will let it be known
No matter where I roam this is home sweet home
Sing!
Here in my home
I'll tell you what it's all about
There's just one hope here in my heart
One love undivided
That's what it's all about
Please won't you fall in one by one by one with me?
(yeah~ Yeah~)
Here in my home
(Here in my home)
I'll tell you what it's all about
(I'll tell you...)
There's just one hope here in my heart
(one hope! one hope yo! )
One love undivided
(aa~ one~)
That's what it's all about
(That's what it's all about~)
Please won't you fall in one by one by one with me?
Here in my home
(Here in my home~)
I'll tell you what it's all about
There's just one hope here in my heart
(one love one love one love ^^)
One love undivided
That's what it's all about
Please won't you fall in one by one by one with me?
Here in my home
I'll tell you what it's all about
There's just one hope here in my heart
One love undivided
That's what it's all about
Please won't you fall in one by one by one with me?
(yeah~ Yeah~)
Here in my home
(Here in my home)
I'll tell you what it's all about
(I'll tell you...)
There's just one hope here in my heart
(one hope! one hope yo! )
One love undivided
(aa~ one~)
That's what it's all about
(That's what it's all about~)
Please won't you fall in one by one by one with me?
Here in my home
(Here in my home~)
I'll tell you what it's all about
There's just one hope here in my heart
(one love one love one love ^^)
One love undivided
That's what it's all about
Please won't you fall in one by one by one with me?
Monday, December 20, 2010
Friday, December 17, 2010
My only wish
17 December 2010
Night
JESSICA SIMPSON - MY ONLY WISH
If only given one wish for Christmas
A lot of things would truly come to mind
I d think of everything from snow to trees and mistletoe
But only this one wish would touch my heart
My only wish for Christmas is you
You re the only gift I wanted but had to choose
Above all presents big and small you re the greatest gift of all
My only wish for Christmas is you
I don t need all those fancy decorations
I d do without my mother s pumpkin pie
I d give up all the Christmas cards just to have you in my arms
Thats why my only wish this year is you
我们的故事
13 December 2010
晴天
我的心 为你而锁着 等你回来
晴天
" The story about me & u "
我们的故事从何说起？ 应该是从一首又一首的歌开始吧
刚开始 还是以朋友的心态对你 因为认识你还不深 不清楚你的为人
突然有一天 你传信息给我 跟我开始聊天 又每次都叫我帮你找歌
音乐 让我们维持了这段关系 还是朋友的关系吧
每次跟你闲聊 事后都会把信息删掉 因为对我而言没有什么意义
可是 从六月起 在一个夜晚上 收到你的信息---一个特别的信息
“ To know tze yin you need know fa sek and bao yu therefore:
1. Tze yin=fa sek x bao yu
2. 'fa sek is bao yu' so
Fa sek=bao yu
3. therefore
Tze yin=bao yu x bao yu
Tze yin=(bao yu)(2)
4. Tze yin is the root of GKT
Tze yin=/''''''GKT
5. therefore
Tze yin=(/''''''GKT)(2)
Tze yin=GKT
Ngam mou?haha ”
真得很好奇为什么你会send这样的东西给我 而且还是半夜3点钟的时候
从这一封信息起 我就多了一个习惯 不在删除你的信息了
慢慢的 你又帮我取了很多花名 我的心也开始不由自主了
Fa sek Fei mui Super stupid Pig 你都是这样称呼我的
最可爱的是这些封信息
“ Night
Fei pig
Crying baby
Fei mui
Fa sek
Super stupid ”
“ Tze yin=fei pig
Fei pig=super stupid
Super stupid=super pig
Super pig=sei pig
Sei pig= bao yu
Bao yu=fei mui
Fei mui=Fa sek ”
有时候 你也会信息一些金玉良言给我
“ Never cry in front of others... ...Dun give them the pleasure of knowing how much they hurt You... ”
“ Love hurts when you break up with some1, hurts even more when some1 breaks up wif you, but love hurts the most when the person you love has no idea how you feel.. ”
“ Love is like war Easy to start Hard to end Impossible to forget So dont love anyone ”
有时候 你也会关心的骂我
“ Stupid..you eyes pain still wan play com.. ”
“ Like a pig only..sleep until so late also not yet wake up..sei pig ”
“ Play until eyes pain la ”
“ I not yet sleep den you can not sleep wan ar?later your eyes pain ar.. ”
“ I sleep o not is not problem..but your eyes le miss.. ”
“ So dangerous..always do dangerous things ”
“ You wil have gastric wan you know? ”
“ You look very tired ”
后来 你知道我帮自己取了一个名字叫Stone baby 你又一直叫
有时候 你又会问我很奇怪的问题
“ If the gal like a boy den tat gal wil tel tat boy everything wan ar? ”
“ If you has to choose between breathing and loving some1..you wil use your last breath to say...... Wat wil you say le? ”
有时候 你会想是个心理医生一样 知道我在想什么
“ You dun like to tel everything out to peoples..you like to keep it to yourself only..right? ”
“ You like a boy but you dun dare to tel tat boy..you now waiting him to ask you to become his gf only.. ”
有时候 我们都会开玩笑的说笑
“ Titanic meh..i konw you very love me and miss me..i promise you tat i wil miss you too la..no need so romantic la.. ”
“ No goodnight kiss wan ar..haha ”
“ Goodnight kiss also dun have jiu go sleep ar ”
有时候 你却自作聪明 我不回复你是因为我在生气你
“ Let me guess something..your phone expired ad so can not reply ad..haha..i m so smart.. ”
“ Why so angry? ”
“ You really so angry ar? ”
你连说晚安都不忘zat我一下 不过我也喜欢你叫我睡觉的方式
“ Go sleep la super fei stupid pig mui.. ”
“ Sleep la you..stone baby..pig baby..stupid baby..fat baby..fei baby..baby mui..haha..dunno stil got wat baby ”
“ Sei pig..night la ”
“ Har..sei pig..sleep earlier den me again..night la pig.. ”
“ Go sleep la fei pig..no need miss me la.. XD haha ”
“ Night la fei pig ”
“ Sleep la pig.. ”
“ Pig ”
可爱的
“ (^o^)ur pig face ”
“ Pig..loser..sei pig..fat pig..stupid pig.. ”
“ Pig pig pig pig pig pig pig
Pig pig pig pig pig pig pig
Pig pig pig pig pig pig pig
Pig pig pig pig pig pig pig
Pig pig pig pig pig pig pig
Pig pig pig pig pig pig pig
Pig pig pig pig pig ”
“ Any day tat you wil wun cal me die ar ”
“ I now jiu Haiz Haiz Haiz Haiz
Haiz Haiz Haiz Haiz Haiz
Haiz Haiz Haiz Haiz Haiz
Haiz Haiz Haiz Haiz Haiz
Haiz Haiz Haiz...arh.... ”
“ 1st time c you support me go die ”
“ Allala..you sleep sin den mean you lose la..go sleep la PIG ”
“ Face to face cal you fei mui..phone cal you stupid pig lo.. not Ngam meh..haha ”
“ Soli boss..i m stupid ”
“ You is stupid pig but i just stupid only ”
“ Go work sin la fei mui ”
我生日快来领的时候 你问我
我生日快来领的时候 你问我
“ If i give you a birthday wish..wat are you goin to wish? ”
我已默默的许愿了
我已默默的许愿了
有时候 你会教训我
“ Few simple ques..ask yourself tis few ques..1.you dun eat dinner den is you feel hungry o your family feel hungry?2.you angry got wat use?if they dun help you do den why you wan to help them do? ”
“ No metter how serious your dad scold you..you also is his daughter..he also is your dad den stil scare wat??? ”
“ If not serious den you will nothing wan..if serious den you wil have gastric..tat time you cry also no use..show face got wat use?better stop show face and go do those housework la ”
过后 你又对我说
“ 2moro eat some bread o anything before go school..if not later really gastric..dun think too much la.. ”
当我告诉你 假期我可能会去Ampang做工的时候
“ If you smart den listen wat i say la ”
“ Dangerous la..boy stil ok but you gal le ”
我的生日终于到了 我开玩笑的要你给我礼物 你答应了
“ 2moro remember on your phone fei mui..if not den i can not contact you and give you the pig present.. ”
当我想知道你会送什么给我的时候
“ Let you guess la..can touch can see can feel but can not eat ”
当我生日快过完的时候
“ Five minute before your birthday end..wish you happy birthday.. ”
“ I can not be the 1st wan den i mai become the last wan to wish lo..last sure no people wil rebut wif me ”
有时候 你会很无理头的问我
“ give you choose something la..wan mou? ”
“ Choose boys ”
最后我也不知道你要问什么 = =
有时候 你会超自恋的
“ You should feel happy..Cause you can find happiness from here.. ”
“ Also tel you ad lo..scare tis word is not inside my brain..my brain also dunno wat is scare.. ”
“ You c la..now just wait 1 nice day only..tat dat i will make sure you cry wan..you cry tat time i jiu close my ears and close my eyes also..den sure no problem jor ”
“ Brave but stupid..you need know i m night ghost ar..still wan gamble wif me..stupid pig ”
“ Hate some more la..becareful later 1 day you from hate me change to like me ”
“ You and i also know you got how stupid la.. ”
“ Go become PIG la..yes i win again.. ”
“ Sien lo I treat people so good but people treat me so bad ”
“ Treat peoples good i wil feel happy lo ”
“ Dun so understand me lo ”
终于 我抓到你的要害了
“ Wa..wat also can but dun cry..please please..i really wil sot ”
不知道为什么 我无端端又在Mcd做工 过后我告诉你
“ You got the heart to learn den sure no problem la..do things at der must fast and smart a bit la..dun turn fa sek at der.. ”
你时常都叫我死
“ Go die early la..Deng ”
“ Go die now la..sei fei mui ”
有一天我告诉你 我自己搭车回家
“ Really alone take bus home ar later? ”
“ Very dangerous wor..you dun scare ar ”
“ I send you back la..haha ”
“ Accompany until reach home lo ”
有一天你问我觉得你的为人怎样？
“ Your first point half ngam the other half not ngam..2nd point i not good at kao lui but i just wil play wif you all if you all wan to play but mayb you all think dou other things.. ”
我听了 心碎了 原来你一直都在“玩” 也许真如你所说
“ I treat you good den you scare you wil fall in love wif me ar? ”
“ Fall in love mai fall in love la..got any problem wan ar..i dun think got any problem lo ”
你当然觉得没有问题啦 你都不明单恋的痛苦 后来我唯有让我自己对你冷淡些
“ Really wan treat me tis cool ar ”
“ Where got play ar..i very serious wif you wor ”
“ Not very serious la..Cause tat time dunno you wil fall in love wif me..but since now i know you wil fall in love wif me den i will be more serious jor.. ”
忘记怎样把你弄生气了 瞒后悔的
“ Geng Use tis kind of attitude treat me ”
“ Go do your thing o play your com I dunno wan say wif you tis kind of attitude ”
“ I really dunno wan say wat ad You wan like that den you continue like tat la I wil stop sms only ”
事后 几天没有跟你信息了 收到的只是你叫我帮你找歌而已
“ Den ok la Dun wan disturb you la next time treat you yamcha bye ”
后来 知道你三个月后回不在了 就鼓起勇气跟你告白
告白成不成功？秘密。
不过最庆幸的是我们现在还有保持联络
突然有一天很想念你 就发送了一封信息给你
“ *** fa sek love you so much <3 ”
这是我最后一次说爱你 20:30
三个月的时间你都没有给我 你说考完试后就走了
你发送给我的那一封再见
“ Bye bye ”
我看了 就哭了
Sg. Wang
10 December 2010
晴天
晴天
这天是我的休息天 没有做工
原本是很朋友一起去Sunway Lagoon玩水的
可是 由于太少人去
我就把它cancel了 我们改plan去gai gai和看戏
我都约了Jian Ling Seow Hon Chee Fung Adeline & her BF
可是 在前一晚的时候
Adeline说她不确定能不能去
Jian Ling又突然说她眼睛红肿和痛
弄到我一下子又没有mood了
我就想 算啦，就我们三个人出吧
可是 那一天早上我就收到他们的信息
说 他们都可以去了
哈哈 开心死我了！
一大早我们就到Leisure Mall集合
然后一起搭车去
去到那边我们才讨论要不要看戏
原本我是想看两场戏的
可是 又想去逛街买衣服
因为听朋友说金河有又便宜又美丽的衣服
听到我都心动了
最后我们的结论就是不要看戏了
因为 Jian Ling的眼睛还有痛痛得
反正我都随便 都可以
最重要就是可以逛街啦
当我们要从TS走去SW的时候
我就进了一间店看衣服
最后我买了两件RM50的裤子
他们都说我那么快就买到东西了 哈哈
对呀 我今天是来狂买的 我不客气了
我连吃的钱都不出了
我就是要买衣服了 我要key xiao了
我们去到SW就慢慢的从下面走上去
看到有全场RM25的就进去看了
差不多每进一间都会有收获
不过我最怕的就是只有我一个人买衣而已
所以我就一直叫他们也看看啦
过后 Jian Ling也是有买到衣服
他们一看到我又买衣服 都傻了
他们还对我说 够了够了，不要再买了
哈哈 你们怎么可能停止到我呢？
我们走啊走啊 我突然看到一件T-shirt很美
才RM10而已 就一直在犹豫要不要买
然后他们又进去看一看
Seow Hon看中了一件T-shirt写着
" The word will end at 2010 ? "
Jian Ling看到了也觉得很美 可是却RM25一件
然后Jian Ling就对Seow Hon说我们一人出一半我当你的生日礼物送给你
过后想想下就买了 爽呀
我们又走啊走啊
我又看到一件衬衫很美 我又叫Seow Hon看一看
看一看 又问一问价钱 觉得还不错
Adeline又说 我出一半当生日礼物送给你啦
哇 爽到！
就这样他又有两件衣服了
听朋友说 SW开了一个fashion city里面有很多很in的衣服
这就是我一直期待要去的地方
终于被我找到它了
进到第一间店 Jian Ling看中了一件衣服
就在那边犹豫不决要不要买
然后 我也看中了一件豹纹的冷衣才RM25而已
过后我又想想要不要买
最后 就他们每个人一起出钱帮我买
当然我自己也有给钱啦 我又多一件衣了
后来 Adeline要和BF去看戏
我们就分开走了
我们走了一圈fashion city后
又回去那间店 一起出钱买那间衣给Jian Ling
可是 却是Chee Fung一个人给玩 哈哈
走累了 我们就去找地方坐和吃东西
我介绍他们去T-bowl
由于 我要省下吃东西的钱 所以我就没有吃啦
然后我就一直在那边拍照
还有 我还算了我总共买了多少件衣服
猜一猜我买了多少吧
是 八件啊！
哈哈
吃完东西后 我们就决定去Pavillion了
因为我想要去吃我朋友介绍的冰
我们还在那边拍照呢
因为接近圣诞节了所以都布置得很美
所以我们也拍了很多照
吃完冰过后 我们就走回去TS meet Adeline
Jian Ling和Chee Fung需要Adeline载他们回
而我和Seow Hon就搭车回咯
回到Leisure Seow Hon都很累了 他就直接回家啦
而我就还要等姐姐放工一起回
我就回去店里
他们看到我一袋两袋的都吓倒了
然后我就一件一件拿出来跟他们分享
我第一次买衣服买到那么爽啊
他们看到我买到那么多 都替我爽啊
好不容易等到放工回家
终于可以休息了
毕。
Monday, December 13, 2010
Saturday, December 11, 2010
Last day
11 December 2010
夜
夜
想不到 那一天竟然是见你的最后一天
两个人都没有说话的最后一天
因为旁边有人 有人
不知道为什么 当我和你的时候
出现第三个人 我都会很静 很静
也许 我只喜欢和你两个人在一起而已
我不喜欢有第三个人的出现 就当我自私吧
对你的爱 我就是那么的自私
我害怕 会突然失去你
那我的日子就会过得很平静
平静的 需要我去习惯 没有你的日子
我不会害怕 因 害怕也没用
反而 我想因此发奋图强
可是 你也有给我动力的时候啊
曾经多次对自己说 算了吧 算了吧
时间可以冲淡一切
不知道为什么 最近的我
虽然看上去很开心 可是 我其实没有想象中的那么开心
我是在隐藏些什么吗 我的情绪？
对 我的情绪一切都在你的掌控之中
你控制了我的 喜怒悲哀
想到你 我会很气很气
想到你 我会很想很想
想到你 我会很痛很痛
想到你 我会很爱很爱
想到你 我会傻笑偷笑
对着你 我可以很轻松
对着你 我可以忘掉烦恼
对着你 我可以什么都敢对你说
没有以前那种害怕 什么都说
可是却害怕 说多错多
也害怕 无话可说
不过 无论如何 我都很爱你
虽然你是那个不值得爱的人
可是我就是爱啊
没有办法 我就是注定要被你伤害的那个人
曾经 有没有那样一个女孩像我那么傻的爱着你？
应该没有吧 因为我是那唯一一个的小妹妹
哈哈
08:30
Wednesday, December 8, 2010
Raining Day
08 December 2010
晴
晴
今天，星期三
约了你今晚去Pasar Malam
可是 老天爷却下起了一场大雨
让我原本可以去 变成不能去了
老天爷，你也太过分了吧
尽然这样玩我
我剩下不少机会而已
你连那一点点的机会都不给我
我讨厌你！
熊熊，对不起了
我不能带你回家了
:(
Saturday, December 4, 2010
Christmas gift
04 December 2010
Night
Night
I want a Christmas gift,
can I get it from u?
I saw a teddy bear very Q
& I like it so much.
I want u buy 4 me,
can I had it?
<3
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